Caddhah

There are two types of cries. -- The first is “He is not here He is not on the other side waiting for my voice. He is not in his house. He is not here. How can he not be here?” This cry is loud. It is angry. It is hurt. It is me believing that the louder I scream The greater chance some god will hear me and he will hear me Because in movies, when they cry this hard, A miracle happens. --- Blocking my breath and burning my bluegreen eyes ”He is not here. He will never be here.” This is the second type of crying. Physically, it hurts less But emotionally, I can not say. I can not describe the feeling of kno